Elisa's Journal

5:03pm: wow...
i can't remember much of yesterday.. but somehow I remembered my livejournal password. funny.
anyway.. welcome back to those of you who care... exactly as i thought, no one.
it was nice to read the things i had written so long ago and relive old memories. I'm so far removed from Tallahassee and FSU and Smokey Bones and Ryan... it's almost like reading someone else's life. So for my own benefit 4 years down the road from now, I will update myself on myself in 2006. Sooo Im graduating college finally on Dec 8th.. big party planned, tracey's coming and the whole 9. (she's pregnant by the way... super excited.)Just got my BEAUTIFUL BMW graduation present... totally don't deserve something that pretty but i'm one of the lucky ones. Dating a wonderful MAN for once.. Eric. He's the most grown-up thing to ever happen to me :) Hahaha.. sounds silly but so true. We lead a totally respectful and loving relationship... i'm happy. and thats all. im just happy. I think my teen angst finally resided at 23 ... and with the disposal of toxic people and situations. it's all about the centrifugal motion of life and love .... learning, laughing and loving.

peace and love ya'll.
e.

7:05pm: R.I.P. My Favorite Pants
So anyone who's anyone who's anyone who knows me has at least on one occasion seen my light blue pajama pants with the teddy bears on them. They happen to be the most comfortable, wonderful pj's in the whole damn world. Well, today... Brachole begged to differ.
For those who aren't "anyone" you may not know about my 4 month old kitten named Brachole, who's psuedo-affectionately dubbed "Satan" by those who know and hate her. She has a slight biting/scratching problem.... and for those of you who said she would grow out of it by now, bite this.
Anywho, in a Michael Jordanesque move, she swooped through the air, claws drawn and teeth glistening in the late afternoon sun - only to attack the one that I love the most.... my fave pj's. You would've thought I fell and ripped a hole in them - she wasn't fucking around. She ripped a hole almost as big as she is. And for that, I mourn.
But you know what they say - PAYBACK IS A BITCH!!! I made her booty-dance to Twista's "Overnight Celebrity" for approximately 5 whole minutes. Much to my enjoyment, she hated every second.
I'm slightly worried that we are growing a mutual hate for each other. It saddens me but at the same time, I'm 243902345 times bigger then her, so she's going to have to come up with something better, cuz i'm not taking it laying down!!!! bee-yatch.

9:23pm: Well, hello again, old friend
My, my... how time flies when you get a life.

It has been over 2 years since my last post. But I forget you not, Livejournal. (I almost feel like I'm at Confession.)

No one reads this things anymore, but I like to look back after awhile and exclaim silently to myself "Jeez, I was f*d up!!!!" or the ever popular "I can't believe I put that on the Internet!!"

...

Anyway, for my admiring audience of One (me)I would just like to say for the record that I am *still* with Mr. Collett and things are better then they have been in a long time. I live in a Boca-fabulous condo and he is doing the 24-yr-old-didn't-do-the-college-life-then-better-get-it-in-now dance wayyyy out in Sunrise with some *special* new people. It's great fun.

As for my professional life, I will not do any mentioning of that, so as not to shame the people who truly want to fire me, but will grow to love me through my Livejournal. Because i just..am..that..damn...interesting.....

And for those of you who know and hate my "drunk friend" who will remain nameless so I that I won't fare anymore embarrassment....yeah she's still a drunk and still an asshole. You do the math.

Ok that is far more writing then I ever invisioned when I accidently hit my link to this page so I must flee...

you mean to tell me you thought I updated on purpose? *pfft*
j/k luvies

sausage and clams... and i'm out

1:31am: good times
well here it is .. 4-20 again folks...
did a year go by already?? hmmm....
anyway, so absolutely nothing is new with me.... STILL working at smokey bones, STILL trying to graduate college, STILL dating Ryan...
aye aye aye
so i guess it would be beneficial for me to say something of importance..
seeing as how i never ever write here..
but no
just more
nonsense
and
bullshit
:)

6:23pm:

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
thats pretty freakin accurate

11:26pm: meow
my recent trademark.. haha. i think everyone hates it.
so its been forever since I updated... had a lot on my mind lately but things in my life are good and well these days.

ryan and i are much better lately. is it a fluke? i hope not. my roommates are good, my neighbors are good, my friends are good, my family is good, my cats are good .. so everything is good.

not too much complaining to do here.. maybe i should check my temperature

11:47pm: well hello hello.. i KNOW no one reads this anymore, but i write for my own amusement...
today is thursday ... had a busy weekend last weekend, having a busy weekend this weekend...
tracey's sister's baby is due on sat. morning at 8 am... yayyyyy
just found out anthony is in the hospital :( Went to visit him today.. he looks good, except for all the weight loss. Get better Anthony!!!
I think im really screwing up in school so i guess i shoudl go study
so ryan wants to move to orlando...... no comment
lol
i like boca.. im happy here. my room is a shithole however....
i went to the beach with bridgette today.. its was fun in the sun (haha sorry for the cliche)

6:45pm: Today is National I-Think-Im-Cute-Cuz-Im-Blonde-and-I-Can-Do-Whatever-I-Want-Day.... did you all get the memo???

I'm sitting there in my Media and Society class, mindng my own buisness when ::gasp:: lo and behold, I turn around and this blond bitch decided she was going to put her stank-ass feet up on the table. Like, in the middle of class, like its no big deal. People writing notes, asking questions, and HER WITH HER FEET ON THE TABLE!!! For those of you who remember the Jessica J. incident in Kristin R's kitchen, you know what i'm talking about. How fucking appalling!!!!

OK and THEN... like once wasn't enough... an even more annoying, less cute blonde girl in my Italian class decided she was going to do the same thing!!!! I'm like "am i in the twilight zone?? am i in the right place?? is it now customary to put your dirty walked-on-all-day feet on the table for all to see????" how did i miss this?? is it a growing trend? is it completely ok for someone to just lay their feet up on the table in the middle of class?? I'd appreciate some responses because i wasn't aware...

just a thought.

6:33pm: i've come to the conclusion...
... that i really can't figure life out. everything changes dramatically from one day to the next. i thought ray was happier now, but from the looks of his livejournal it seems that that is not the case. i thought ryan loved me, then i was sure he didnt, but now i just don't know. i'm too confused at this present time to make any decisions on anything.

and i have a major paper due on monday!!! nobody let me forget about that!!!


i had a crazy night last night... it seems these days that the more crazy the night, the more fun i have, the less i can remember... ahaha its kinda funny. blah i don't feel like writing this. i will update at a later time.

4:58pm: meow like whoa
anyways.... 3 months later!!!

hahaha. well im in boca now.. not like anyone reads this, and the people that do already know that but.... i love it. its fun. im giong to school. going to work. going crazy. the usual.

i miss fsu however... not enough to regret not going back, but i miss it nonetheless. we definately don't have a California Chicken Grill or a Guthries here... spoken like a true fat girl.

ray is driving the civic and i've got my new car.... vroom vroom. "dui hardly ever caught sober, and you about to get ran the f*ck over!!"

ugh im expected at the draft house in t-minus 59 minutes and counting. guess i should go blowdry my weave or something.

just a few of my thoughts. hopefully i'll update again sometime soon... later all..............

1:37am: the floor
i very much hate sitting on the floor.. to do anything, let alone, type on a computer. so here i am, sitting on the floor because my flimpsy-yet-stylish "chair" composed of nothing but plastic and sheet metal, finally broke. a moment of silence for the chair.


anyway.. i had fun tonite, in my own special little way. went to tracey's, brought along anthony, met alex and _____? i forget his name. watched a movie i never would have watched normally. hated it anyway.

met anthony's dog Bella and his bird Guido = his own personal Italian zoo. other than that, its now 1:40 am and i am home. i have to get up at 9 ... blah. and then i hafta work 8 hours. where is ryan?? devouring pancakes at IHOP i imagine. honey, if you read this, don't forget to bring me lunch at work tomorrow... :D it will be much appreciated....

on the topic of boyfriends, the one and only MDB dropped me a line tonight out of the clear blue. guess it was nice to talk to him even though he is *still* obsessed with the status of my love life... he claims that he would "never get back with me" butttttt i know thats not true =) anyways, AB a.k.a "thug" (haha jk) is backpacking through Europe before heading into his junior year at UCF and the tough life of being the Alpha Tau Omega president.... how cliche.

blah blah blah.. also had an interesting conversation about an individual who will remain nameless....................
ha.

hasta. -E

10:10pm: Eat your heart out, Ray :D

Which ROSE are you?

10:34pm: Yeah, so...
Its been a while since I actually updated. Oh, my busy life :) just kidding... yeah, so, my social life is D.O.A. but for some odd reason, I dont even care. I'm just happy hanging out with ryan and doing my laundry. Today I also cleaned my car, cleaned my room and made dinner. I rock. I feel very accomplished. Maybe I'm destined to be a housewife.. but on second thought - HELL NO.

And then the possibility of summer trips come to my attention today... possibly Ohio, possibly Connecticut... who knows. Maybe nowhere. Hopefully Orlando at some point.

blah im tired... its 10:37.. im so lame :D

12:18am:


Take the Which Cartoon Character on Drugs are you? quiz, by ProtocolDroid.

umm intersting.. considering most people refer to me as the green power puff girl.. cuz shes the mean one.

heh.

2:19am: Amazing...
Every once in a not-so-often while, God give us these moments. They are perfect moments ... a sane moment in a life full of chaos. They restore your viberance for life and fix all of the wrongs, no matter how wrong the wrongs are.

I had one of these moments tonight.

And it was as close to perfect as one can get.

Those who know about love - true love - know what these moments are, and what they can do for you. Its wonderful. Its downright amazing.

:)

2:38pm: Ok, talk about 3 a.m. craziness...
WTF was i thinking?! i HATE tallahassee.... lol.. i've hated it since i got here....
just because i've been going out and getting drunk every night to forget that i hate it here, does not mean that i want to stay. haha.... ok, drunken gibberish is not to be confused with happiness. my bad.

in other news, big bird decided to take her mattress OFF of her bed and put in on the floor, just to piss me off. would someone throw her out the window already?? i KNOW you all want to... hahaha.. i almost feel bad for her. shes so obnoxious no one can stand her. ok, then i snapped out of it. shes an asshole.

well finals are tomorow and wednesday then im DONE!!! thank GOD!!!!!

la de da deeeeeee... and then i can think about getting my own apartment in a place i don't hate!!!! yesssssssssss... bye for now~!

3:33am: Second Thoughts
so ok... i've been (almost) talked into staying at FSU. Don't ask me why... but lately its been making more sense. I do have fun here, when I let myself. When i'm not concerned about what going on 500 miles south, I really do enjoy myself. And if i go home, this will end. Theres no doubt about that. I need to rethink my decision. I had some bad luck for a while there.... but I like it here more and more. Maybe I'll give FSU a second chance. I have no real reason to go home anyway.

12:27am: Guilledawg (12:26:50 AM): id still rail you though

haha.. nice to know.


so anyway... as im walking through this campus noticing the BSU campaigning i realized.... and this is going to sound rather racist although its not meant to.... it really is a full time job to be black.

now wait... before u get all NAACP on me... its just that, really they are concerned about their color 24/7 ... is that wrong of me to say?? probably.. oh well.. just a thought.

i also considered writing a book today... it would be a compilation of conversations held with my roommate samantha... i would call it "The Art of NAGGING" ... it would be 500 pages.

in other news, 420 is this weekend.... hold on to your hats.

and the countdown continues... 7 days and counting. ;) u know u miss me hehe.

*muah*

12:52pm: countdown
"Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far,
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again"

saw that in the lyrics to a song and i liked it.... :)

so 15 days... and not even that many, really... since im making the dumb drive AGAIN this weekend.... that should tell you right there how much i adore tallahassee ..

got class.. im out

12:19am: sexy

	Yuoo ere-a zee Svedeesh Cheff! Yuoo ere-a a guud cuuk, thuoogh yuoo cun't speek Ingleesh fery vell. Bork Bork Bork!
Take the What Muppet Are You? Quiz!

yeah so its like .... really late.. or seems late... and im dead tired.. i've got a 9:30 am class and i'll be damned if i don't get my full 8 hours tonite :)
i told ryan i would go back online... now i'm wishing i didnt... fell asleep for a while (a very short while [try 10 minutes]) but then the phone rang ... it was some *bitch* looking for hilary... oh well...

got ripped a new asshole today by Big Bird a.k.a. my clone .... i found it rather amusing... as did the rest of my floor since she was screaming in the hallway, drawing people from their rooms to witness the spectacle ... and only 22 days to go....

haha.

its really kind of strange (... ok here comes the thoughtfull part of the evening) that i can be yelled and screamed at by people and it doesn't even phase me.... but when those i care about so much tell me one little thing that i disagree with... i cry and world war 3 takes place. i can't understand it.... but i think that those that have passed through the initiation of my friendship are keepers and everyone else can just fuck themselves.

1:26pm: Damn
Seems like everytime I write in my livejournal, im in a crappy mood.. hehe thats no good. So here I am at 1:30 on tuesday... supposed to be getting ready for class but the Bathroom Hog is in full effect at the moment. Had a brief interlude in Cooper City this weekend.... spent a lot of time doing absolutely nothing!!!

Easter came and went. Woopdedoo... i didn't even get so much as a "peekaboo" from the Easter bunny this year so EVERYONE STOP BRAGGING ABOUT WHAT YOU GOT!!!!!

hehe... i had an interesting Easter nonetheless... a little hillbilly karaoke if you will... i enjoyed it immensely. ;)

I miss rayray however... my partner-in-crime spent the weekend 'chillin' wit Grams'. Mo & Po spent the weekend livin' la vida loca on South Beach... thongs and bare tits for everyone! they had fun...

got my nails done harlem-style.... they make me want to go out and bitch slap my baby-daddy's new hoe... or something like that. i really dont know what im talking about.

well thats enough of a glimpse into my ghetto-fab lifestyle today... im going to be late for class.

3:16pm: misery
things are ever-changing...
i wish i could make sense of it all...
but thats just it - i can't
and won't be able to
i really just don't want to fight
i just want to be able to be myself
and thats something i can't be
you laugh when i cry
you scream when im quiet
you're never there when i need you.
what's a girl to do???

9:24am: Another day...
So its a Monday and that sucks enough.... but I also had to take Ryan to the airport this morning :( And that really sucks... so here i am at 9:25 a.m. and I can't sleep so I'm about to go out and get some donughts with my second favorite homo Billy... at least I got a new comptuer though... thats good. I like it a lot... its sooooo super fast! The drive was good... much better when I don't hafta make it all by myself... but if i do go home this weekend, thats what I will have to do..... hmm.. k bye :D

2:48pm: rockin sockin





Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

1:25pm: :D
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